我一再告诉自己，铿锵铿锵。

可情绪无论如何没办法高涨。我真的觉得自己 老了。

否则为什么再也无法放肆的大笑。自觉地不去熬夜。不再赖床并按时早饭。

这很正常，但我不是我。

一直感觉睡觉关机的人 是懂得生活的。洁净。并且自持。

而我从来与生活沉默对峙。

手机自从买来除了电池用尽基本上没有关过，且每晚必放在枕头下。

自己甚至都能看到辐射在我大脑里搅和的壮烈场面景。

◎ 睡前开始关手机。我已经老年化的重要佐证。

 ◎ 并且时常无话可言。

敲这些字时，我不停的按Bakcspace。

早上又彻底收拾了书柜和桌子[像老人一样勤劳]。打算把不用书打包寄回家。

发现自己的柜子里放了许多空盒子。包括礼品盒药盒彩妆盒面膜盒纸盒塑料盒。

我搞不懂为什么自己不丢掉它们。并且全都塞在一起。

这是哪种心理障碍么。

嗯，像老人一样收藏没用的物件。

突然一遍一遍地听。

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, There's a shadow hanging over me.
I'm not half the man I used to be,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.